All my life I had a dream of a little angle in my arms and though
he was just in my mind, he's been always there with me.
I always felt the softness of his skin, the beating of his heart
against mine, I even used to hear him cry and wondered how to
keep him calm.
It all started when I was young, my doll was my first child, I
used to feed her and sing her songs, I gave her all my care and
love.
My second child after that was anyone of my little friends, we
used to play mother and child and I enjoyed it just as much.
Years have passed and I have grown and still I have the same
dream, but it has grown inside my heart so it's not as easy as it
has been.
Now I can't wait to hold my child and give him all the love I
can. It's getting harder every day and I can no more bear all
that.
I wonder why I can't have one, I just wonder WHY???, may be it's
not yet the time or may be God is testing me.
When I see children anywhere around I feel the sorrow deep in my
heart, sometimes my eyes are filled with tears and I can only
pray and wait.
My dear child in the other world, I'm sure you're somewhere
there. I'm here waiting for you to come to love you and give you
every care.
I'm saving all the love in the world and I know it's not enough
though, but I promise to be a good mother so please do hurry and
come through.
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