To my darling Son,
Who would have thought that someone so little could have such an
impact on any one person? The moment I saw you, the moment I held
you, I knew nothing could ever take my breath away like you did.
I fell in love almost instantly. How could I not? Your innocense,
your sweet face, your precious little hands and toes...I couldn't
keep my eyes off you. You showed us right away you had a
personality of your own and you were determined to not let anyone
forget it!
I look at your picture, and I cry. Not tears of sadness, but out
of complete love that no one but a mother can ever know. I can't
imagin ever loving anything more than I love you. You are
perfection, innocence, softness, all rolled into a little bundle.
At night, I watch you sleep, the way your little nose moves with
each breath, the way your little lips suckle, and feel a warmth
swallow me. I know I made you. I can't believe it still, but I
know I made you. You are a part of me, your daddy, your Tota and
grandparents, your aunts and uncles, your brother.
You were two months old yesterday. I can't believe how much you
have grown! You no longer fit your newborn t-shirt or your little
cap. And soon, you won't fit many of your other clothes. I'm not
longing for the time to come when you will look at me and ask to
chose your own clothes. I want you to stay little forever, and
never grow out of the need for your mommy. But I know one day,
you will be able to take care of yourself. Untill then, I will
cherish every day I spend with you, savor every moment I can be
with you, and remember every moment you and I share together. And
I will never forget that special smile that you have just
for me...
I will love you forever, unconditionally.
Mommy
xoxo
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