We can make it on our own
All I wanted was someone to love me and for that love to be true.
So I decided to do things I should have known not to do.
I knew that I would regret it
but something in me told me to
forget it.
And when my brain said "HOLD IT! What about pregnancy, STDs and
AIDS?!",
My mouth said, "oh please, its going to be okay."
And just this once I said that it can't happen to me,
But four months and one visit to the doctor later,
I find out
that I am a mommy-to-be.
Even though he said he loved me, and I believed it was true,
He acts like he doesn't know me and say things that are so cruel.
I was in labor in as much pain as I could be,
And I wondered where he was when it finally dawned on me.
He doesn't really love me I said, because if he did he would be
Here right beside me.
I wonder does he have no feelings for his baby boy,
Because he went and told his mom a shameless little lie,
That would make any girl want to cry.
I sit here holding my baby, my precious little son,
I will be his guardian angel and we will have so much fun.
We will go to the park and go swimming and to the zoo,
We will eat ice cream and read books, and play games with our
food.
We don't need him I say,
We can do this on our own.
I will graduate high school, go to college and get a good job,
And save up enough money to buy us a BIG BIG home.
We will show everyone how successful I can be,
And he will come crawling back on his hands and knees.
And I will say nope too bad, your weren't there for me.
While you were partying, going out with friends and having fun,
I was sitting at home, taking care of my little one.
And all those nights that you had a full nights sleep,
I was making bottles, changing diapers and, trying to put a
bawling baby to sleep.
Too bad you weren't here to see him grow up,
Because you still had to do some growing up.
You are a selfish person who can't take responsibility
Let alone you don't even know what it means.
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