Well, my stupid period arrived tonight. I was expecting it since my
temperature had been dropping but part of me was still hopeful that I was
pregnant. So I'm pretty disappointed. I expect to ovulate again on
November 2nd and if we are successful then that would put my due date at
July 26th, my birthday. What a great present that would be.
I have
promised myself that I'm not going to waste hpt's and aggravation next
month. I'm going to force myself to wait until my period is late before I
do a test. All those negatives were pretty depressing. I'm trying to keep
things in perspective, we've only been trying for one month and it's too
soon to get all upset and assume that we will have trouble concieving. My
sister tells me that it has to be the right month with the right egg to make
my special baby and I know that but it's hard to wait. Larry just keeps
telling me to stop obsessing and that it will happen when it happens. Easy
for him to say! I don't think men get it like we do. Well, enough
wallowing in my disappointment. I will ovulate again in 12 days so I'll
focus on that.
In the meantime I'm going to go watch some tv till Larry
gets home. On a happier note, I took my yucky policy midterm and actually
think I did pretty well, I knew more than I thought I did.
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