We are on cycle #1, day 4. It's almost October and only 9 days till I
expect to ovulate. I hate to wish the time away but I am and I do! I told
Larry last night that next week at this time we'll be starting our week of
conception sex. He still gets the scared face when I mention how close it
is but he's admitted that no amount of time will really make him feel
completely ready for this big step so he's as ready as he'll ever be. I'm
really happy that he's starting to get excited about this even though he's
still scared too. I can totally understand that since I'm pretty scared as
well. I mean I really, really want this and I feel like I've been ready for
quite a while now but still it's a very scary proposition. Me, somebody's
mother? Gulp. I know that we will be really good parents but I think even
really good parents worry about the reality of having a child. It's a huge
step and an irrevocable one. So, yes we're scared but yes, we're ready. I
wouldn't say we have cold feet, just pretty normal anxiety. Ok, enough said
about that. I'm so excited!!! Let's get on with this baby making mission...
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