This last week has been very tough. All of us are sick with Olivia and I on
antibiotics and my husband refusing to go to the doctor. We took the baby in
the have her ears checked and for a script and ended up at the hospital having
her checked for cancer. It seems that it was all just precautionary yet it
was so frightening. She is so amazing and I never like thinking about
terrible things happening to her or any child.
Anyway, I have been having contractions on and off and seem to have developed
reflux. You'd think I'd be content with plain old heartburn but no! I HAVE
to be different! I am so short tempered lately and I don't think anyone knows
what to do with me.
We are in our fifth month, but I am four and a half months pregnant. It took
me all afternoon to figure that out! I just feel so overwhelmed this week.
I worry about the contractions. I need to keep up with Olivia. My husband is
not home much and I am so tired. And everybody is sick and short-tempered.
It all seems like a bunch of sap but I don't know what to do. I hate being so
grouchy. Oh well. Maybe some sleep and a fresh day will help get things off
to a new good beginning.
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